Good byes are always so hard. I'm sure it's more of a hui hou...
Farewell friend...
Vios con dios view...
Until next time unexpected moose attack...
Good bye glacier...
Later landfill...
Ciao cabin...
As I was finishing up my final packing, mama and baby moose came by to wish me well... it felt quite auspicious and I was able to leave with only a tear or two...
On my drive south I passed underneath the most magnificent double rainbow I've ever seen. It spread across the entire sky and had such a visceral quality to it that I knew if I reached out my car window I could touch it. My whole trip and the beginning of my fresh start has been blessed.
Best wishes Blog....................
I love you and I miss you :(
ReplyDeleteI don't want to be the filler if the void is solely yours,
ReplyDeleteI don't want to be your glass of single malt whiskey
hidden in the bottom drawer,
I don't want to be a bandage if the wound is not mine.
Lend me some fresh air...
I don't want to be adored for what I merely represent to you,
I don't want to be your babysitter... you're a very big boy now.
I don't want to be your mother... I didn't carry you in my womb for nine months.
Show me the back door...
Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6,
Well I already know that you'd find some way to sneak me in and oh,
Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom...
You see it's too much to ask for and I am not the doctor.
I don't want to be the sweeper of the egg shells that you walk upon,
And I don't want to be your other half, I believe that 1 and 1 make 2.
I don't want to be your food or the light from the fridge on your face...
At midnight, hey...
What are you hungry for?
I don't want to be the glue that holds your pieces together,
I don't want to be your idol...
See this pedestal is high and I'm afraid of heights.
I don't want to be lived through a vicarious occasion...
Please open the window...
Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6,
Well I already know that you'd find some way to sneak me in and oh,
Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom...
You see it's too much to ask for and I am not the doctor.
I don't want to live on someday when my motto is last week,
I don't want to be responsible for your fractured heart, and it's wounded beat.
I don't want to be a substitute for the smoke you've been inhaling,
What do you thank me...
What do you thank me for?
Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6,
Well I already know that you'd find some way to sneak me in and oh,
Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom...
You see it's too much to ask for and I am not the doctor.
We turn away to face the cold, enduring chill
ReplyDeleteAs the day begs the night for mercy love
The sun so bright it leaves no shadows
Only scars carved into stone
On the face of earth
The moon is up and over One Tree Hill
We see the sun go down in your eyes
You run like river, on like a sea
You run like a river runs to the sea
And in the world a heart of darkness
A fire zone
Where poets speak their heart
Then bleed for it
Jara sang, his song a weapon
In the hands of love
You know his blood still cries
From the ground
It runs like a river runs to the sea
It runs like a river to the sea
I don't believe in painted roses
Or bleeding hearts
While bullets rape the night of the merciful
I'll see you again
When the stars fall from the sky
And the moon has turned red
Over One Tree Hill
All alone at the end of the of the evening
ReplyDeleteAnd the bright lights have faded to blue
I was thinking 'bout a woman who might have
Loved me and I never knew
You know I've always been a dreamer
(spent my life running 'round)
And it's so hard to change
(Can't seem to settle down)
But the dreams I've seen lately
Keep on turning out and burning out
And turning out the same
So put me on a highway
And show me a sign
And take it to the limit one more time
You can spend all your time making money
You can spend all your love making time
If it all fell to pieces tomorrow
Would you still be mine?
And when you're looking for your freedom
(Nobody seems to care)
And you can't find the door
(Can't find it anywhere)
When there's nothing to believe in
Still you're coming back, you're running back
For more
So put me on a highway
And show me a sign
And take it to the limit one more time
Take it to the limit
Take it to the limit
Take it to the limit one more time
xoxo
They sat together in the park
ReplyDeleteAs the evening sky grew dark
She looked at him and he felt a spark
Tingle to his bones
'Twas then he felt alone
And wished that he'd gone straight
And watched out for a simple twist of fate
They walked along by the old canal
A little confused, I remember well
And stopped into a strange hotel
With a neon burnin' bright
He felt the heat of the night
Hit him like a freight train
Moving with a simple twist of fate
A saxophone someplace far-off played
As she was walkin' on by the arcade
As the light bust through a beat-up shade
Where he was waking up
She dropped a coin into the cup
Of a blind man at the gate
And forgot about a simple twist of fate
He woke up, the room was bare
He didn't see her anywhere
He told himself he didn't care
Pushed the window open wide
Felt an emptiness inside
To which he just could not relate
Brought on by a simple twist of fate
He hears the ticking of the clocks
And walks along with a parrot that talks
Hunts her down by the waterfront docks
Where the sailors all come in
Maybe she'll pick him out again
How long must he wait?
One more time, for a simple twist of fate
People tell me it's a sin
To know and feel too much within
I still believe she was my twin
But I lost the ring
She was born in spring
But I was born too late
Blame it on a simple twist of fate
xoxo
You couldn't find your peace
ReplyDeleteWithin the bitterness that burns
For the sleeping dogs that lie
Forever to return, forever to return
Gone but not forgotten
You cut me down just to watch me bleed
Gone but not forgotten
I gave you the last word and that's the last thing you'll take from me
Isn't justice that you hope?
Believe in the story that you sell
For the Sleeping Dogs that lie
They are live and well, live and well
Gone but not forgotten
You cut me down just to watch me bleed
Gone but not forgotten
I gave you the last word and that's the last thing you take from me
Gone but not forgotten
You cut me down just to watch me bleed
Gone but not forgotten
I gave you the last word and that's the last thing you take from me
The last thing you take from me
The last thing you take from me
Xoxo
503-567-1771
I miss you.
ReplyDeletexoxo
I am breaking my own heart because I can't finish what I start. Please help me ASAP 911.
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